I've been trying for the past few weeeks to gather my thoughts together and have written about five essays on my recent experiences, but none of the writings come together in a coherent way. I am not the best person at expressing myself in a concise way, and tend to meander too much to let my writing express anything of real importance. I do, however, think that anyone wishing to get inside my head right now should simply listen to the Spring violin sonata by Beethoven and then the Kreutzer. That should tell you more than I can with words.
If you want to listen:
There's a cleaner recording on the wikipedia page, but I don't think I can embed that
